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My last post since 10 days ago. 

过去的十天,有开心,也有不开心,只是真的很忙。
我每天都过得很充实,充实地让我暂时没有想起你。

说好6点起身跑步,虽然5天过去了,只有一天真的6点起身,不过已经很开心了,我相信我以后一定能办到每天6点起身!
认识的人都知道,我不喜欢跑步,为了to be the better me, 我决定我要把自己锻炼得比以前还要fit! 不只是要证明给你看,没有你,我活得很好,甚至更好。 锻炼也是为了我自己,我知道我不只是能走到这里,我的路可以走得更好。

总有·一天,我会把我的成果上传,一定会!


15 June 2013  23:11
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Just now on call with you for more than half an hour i guess.
The feeling was weird. Have i let go? I'm asking myself but i can't get a definite answer though.

By the way, good that your family already knew about our case and so i won't be feeling ..... when your family ask about our things. And, i know i won't be contacting them much in the future. 

It's already midnight, tomorrow 9am class again, well goodnight peeps. :)



5th June 2013 01:33
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"You don't need a lot of friends. Just a few that can truly understands you."

Can't agree more on this. Well, i knew i'm new to here, but is it u guys's responsiblities of taking me into your big gang? Alright, everything has fated, and so just let it goes in the way the god would like it to be.

I wouldn't do anything to please you guys but i take you guys as my friends, part of the pieces of my life. 
It's your choice whether to come with me or continue with your way, i have no comment. 
Door has been opened for you and it's just step away, you make your decision. 

I'm cool when you don't know me or when i don't take you as my friend, but if i do, i will be very friendly enough. So, be my friend or stranger?

I live my own life. Your decision doesn't affect me much. 
I am still who i am. 



5th June 2013   01:27
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前天,你说昨天会找我
一直一直等,离12点都已经40分钟了,你还是没找我
告诉自己不应该再等,不该再期待,可惜,我就是这样,倔强着

今天和以前那个他还有另一个你也认识的女生出去了
今天他穿得比以前帅得多,干净利落。。毕竟我喜欢干净,所以今天和他相处还蛮融洽
有好一阵子,想把我对你的思念投射在他的身上,但最后都没有。。

和他,和你,我很清楚,我们都回不去了
当初因为不适合而分开,难道这么多年后,会突然变适合吗?

我没在着急,也没在找代替品,若我要,我已经不再是一个人了。

我以前部落格的主题曲,一首让你认识我的歌,现在送回给你。
你不再是那个我爱的你,这首却依然是我最爱的歌。



2nd June 2013  00:40

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