My last post since 10 days ago.
过去的十天，有开心，也有不开心，只是真的很忙。
我每天都过得很充实，充实地让我暂时没有想起你。
说好6点起身跑步，虽然5天过去了，只有一天真的6点起身，不过已经很开心了，我相信我以后一定能办到每天6点起身！
认识的人都知道，我不喜欢跑步，为了to be the better me, 我决定我要把自己锻炼得比以前还要fit! 不只是要证明给你看，没有你，我活得很好，甚至更好。 锻炼也是为了我自己，我知道我不只是能走到这里，我的路可以走得更好。
总有·一天，我会把我的成果上传，一定会！
15 June 2013 23:11
Just now on call with you for more than half an hour i guess.
The feeling was weird. Have i let go? I'm asking myself but i can't get a definite answer though.
By the way, good that your family already knew about our case and so i won't be feeling ..... when your family ask about our things. And, i know i won't be contacting them much in the future.
It's already midnight, tomorrow 9am class again, well goodnight peeps. :)
5th June 2013 01:33
First thing i did on June
Followed and liked Joseph Germani Facebook.
He is the first person i follow after so long. Well, he is such a talented guy and hmm kind of stylish type.
Would see how he going to reach another peak of his life.
1st June 2013 00:13
When i was blaming "Guys are all the same."
One of my friend (Z) answered "Then why you choose so long?"
Well.
When i was wondering which choices to make
Another buddy (A) told me
"Why choose? Just buy both."
Well.
That's the difference between girls and guys.
One shirt and one pant, guys manage to survive for a week.
Ten shirts and ten skirts and ten pants and ten shorts, girls might feeling to kill themselves,
I HAVE NO CLOTHES TO PUT ON.
OH GOSHH, HOW AM I GOING TO STEP OUT FROM MY ROOM.
oopps.
Go for Bluee? Go for Army Green? or nothingg? :)
"Long time no see you already :( :( "
开着这封信息，再看看上方的名字，真的，心好酸。
Kelly -- 你的妹妹传给我的信息
我以为你会好好向他们交代我和你的事，谁知，他们依然一无所知。
或许对你而言，我不值得你花时间去交代什么，只是，我实在不懂该怎么回她了
她又问了：“这个周末我们全家去旅行哦～”
我答到：“嗯嗯，那你们要玩的开心点喔～”
下一个问题，我无语了。。。 “你没有和我们一起吗？为什么你没有参与我们？”
我该说些什么？
姐姐不得空吗？×我实在没办法骗她
我和你哥哥已经分手了？×她才十二岁，我应该让她知道这些吗？
其实，我早已经把你的弟妹当成我的弟妹了，好不习惯，没见到他们的笑脸，没和他们打闹
以前常常逛精品店，想买可爱的东西哄你妹妹，看到他们开心地收下礼物，我的心情也会不自觉变好
你的弟弟有时会有点情绪化，我便偷偷用另一个身份去和他聊天，想去开解他。。
慢慢地，关心他们已经是理所当然的事，着四年来，他们的生日礼物都是我筹办的，可惜，今年以后，都没那个机会了
或许，我该习惯·我不再是你女朋友的事实。
梦该醒了
